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Ooof, those times when you are watching a movie, you stop it because someone interrupts you with a series of text messages, and when their messages are over you no longer feel immersed in the movie and you struggle to resume watching it because now the movie feels like an extraneous story

currently relaxing to lofi hip hop radio - beats to relax/study to

Here's an emoji that I would have loved to use multiple times this week: a lit matchstick

I am glad to learn that my AC is not broken, it was just my housemate who needed an extra socket so he took a random plug off. (To be fair, the socket is in his bathroom.)


The season of iced coffee has officially begun :blobsip:

The theme of today’s therapy session has been: 

Also, when my therapist asked me about a negative memory from my childhood, while we were doing an imagination exercise a week ago, my mind went blank. I could not thing of anything.

Today we just talked (and went meta talking about that exercise) and I came up with four or five examples from my youth.

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The theme of today’s therapy session has been: 

I am still harbouring much anger for the way I was raised, and I wish I was taught earlier to allow myself to disobey authorities.

NB-misia, bigotry, birdsite 

Why did I check the Italian twitterers' reactions to the Demi Lovato news? It's the same unfunny joke hundreds of times

If you are reading this, please tell me: Are the emoji in the toot I'm replying to displayed correctly in your instance?

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my Eurovision Song Contest 2021 top 10 

1 :esc_ukraine: Go_A - Shum
2 :esc_russia: Manizha - Russian Woman
3 :esc_malta: Destiny - Je me casse
4 :esc_belgium: Hooverphonic - The Wrong Place
5 :esc_france: Barbara Pravi - Voilà
6 :esc_italy: Måneskin - Zitti e buoni
7 :esc_iceland: Daði og Gagnamagnið - 10 Years
8 :esc_lithuania: The Roop - Discoteque
9 :esc_bulgaria: Victoria - Growing Up Is Getting Old
10 :esc_denmark: Fyr & Flamme - Øve os på hinanden

countries that will not take part to Eurovision 2021 (cw war, politics) 

:esc_armenia: Armenia will skip this year's contest because of the Nagorno-Karabakh war, the protests and the political crisis that followed the ceasefire.

:esc_belarus: The Belarusian broadcaster replaced VAL because of their support for the anti-governmental protests. Their replacement, Galasy ZMesta, had both of their songs rejected by the EBU because of their political content.

list of the musical acts from Eurovision 2020 who won't return in 2021 

:esc_albania: Arilena Ara
:esc_armenia: Athena Manoukian
:esc_belarus: VAL
:esc_croatia: Damir Kedžo
:esc_cyprus: Sandro
:esc_denmark: Ben & Tan
:esc_finland: Aksel
:esc_france: Ben Dolic
:esc_italy: Diodato
:esc_norway: Ulrikke
:esc_poland: Alicja
:esc_portugal: Elisa
:esc_russia: Little Big
:esc_sweden: The Mamas

anxiety attack (with an optimistic outcome) 

Another thing that is helping me is having the only music album that has a relaxing effect on me on speed dial on my phone. Just a few taps and the soothing music starts.

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anxiety attack (with an optimistic outcome) 

That breathing exercise my therapist taught me months ago was helpful to me today


Glancing at the news today made me more depressed than usual :blobsadrain:

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